I haven’t been on here for awhile and someone asked me the other day if I was ever going to blog again. Someone in REAL life who I had ZERO clue even knew I blogged. So I said YES. I am going to.
Truth be told I get on here and I freeze. I have SO much to write about actually and SO much to say. I have been writing elsewhere and keeping it private but I do miss blogging and putting my ideas and thoughts into the world. I feel like this will take a little time to get writing again. I don’t write just training reports on here. I spill my guts usually. And for a time, that freedom of creativity was taken away from me and I was feeling very caged in. I like to visualize it as being in that cage and the door is open. I remember what it is like to soar but am scared I will get knocked down again. Which I guess being scared roots into fear. Why? I do know all the “whys” exactly. I am trying to release them so I can be free in my creative expression on here.
I’ll be back. I promise. I want to be. I love writing in the early morning hours before the sun is even up. It brings a certain solace to me. I am working to take back my creative power and I guess this simple post is a good way to start.