I want to write so badly this morning and post something here. I just don’t have much in my heart besides heaviness at the moment.
I read this yesterday…
“People will say just about anything about you and to you when they feel fear. This fear comes from a place of not knowing who you are and what your divine purpose is. It comes from a place that has no faith, no confidence and no power. Next time someone says something critical or harsh about you or to you, realize they just don’t know who they are yet. Realize that YOU DO and move forward. Let it go … Life is too short to let someone else’s fear bother you.”
It is easier said than done.
You know it sounds silly but I actually thought that MAYBE…just MAYBE…I could figure this writing thing out….Something that I enjoy. And share it. I’ve been writing for my whole life but just privately. I decided to take a shot at opening it up. And it was very scary but I kept at it because I believed being vulnerable was ok. The thing with being vulnerable is that you put your heart on the line.
My spirit took a massive blow last week. And it has had a hard time bouncing back. So MAYBE it is just time to move on, lock up the book, throw the key away, figuratively close this chapter and find a new dream…I haven’t decided. But for today and right now, if I am being honest, I have let harsh words break my heart and take this silly dream from me.